over the rainbow

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Damnit, I’ve been neglecting my blog. No time to write in it anymore. Uyen you are taking all my time! Haha. ok ok, I admit, I enjoy it :).
Falling/being in love is a wierd state of being. In one hand you try to be the most affection and loving mate that you can be, but then you also have to remember that you have friends/work/obligations outside of that, that you cannot forget. People call it juggling, but its not juggling to be. Juggling means at some point you are letting one thing float in the air while you are handling something else, but in this case, I dont want anything to float on the air. Everything in my life is precious to me, so I do not dare risk letting it float around. So no, its not juggling, its more like walking a tight rope, you have to focus, or else you’ll loose your balance and end up on the floor.

beach at night

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That’s what the beach kinda looks like at 4 in the morning. All you can really see is the white of crashing waves moving ashore…
I am not sure how much I want to reveal here, but there is going to be a lot of changes in my life starting today. Its finally time to put away the sad faces: :-( and see what the future awaits :?: . Hopefully it will be boundful of smiles: :D and great laughs: :lol: . But who knows what is instore for the future, all I really know now is that I am pretty happy: :P .
Its strange to think that having a wish granted, and getting exactly what you were hoping for, could be such a scary experience :? . It makes me second guess the reality of everything and makes me wonder if i’ve fallen into a deep coma and cannot wake up from a fantastic dream. :wink: